

Stewart Hickman
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Out and Back
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why i never got to neptune
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Twenty-four new poems in three sections: places, people, perspective. Words and worlds-in-words are maps for journeys often with uncertain destinations--all within the constraints of verse, meter, sound and human perplexity.

A mix of philosophical musing, social and environmental commentary, and spiritual reflection, Out and Back interweaves themes of the natural world, global inequities, and the mysteries and obligations of human consciousness.
WHY I NEVER GOT TO NEPTUNE:
poems
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OUT AND BACK:
poems and reflections
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WALKS OF LIFE:
poems by Janet Adelaide MacMahon Hickman

Selected from just over 100 pieces - many final drafts and some in development, written between the early 1960s and late 80s - this collection of 50 poems and 10 haiku represent the major themes of the poetry of Janet MacMahon Hickman (1921 - 2006): portraits, nature, theological questions, her interior landscape and relationships (as she put it, "friendship, love, [and] our interdependence in our struggle to be human.")
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November song (from Out and Back)
When the autumn wind bends from the north,
the quick low clouds vex the laten sun,
the poplars stand sentinel over the ravine, and
the sudden just-cold teases your nose with the
notion of colder yet to come,
the presence of autumn, without words, without
nostalgia, only a great familiarity of reflection welcomed.
Fall back, says the old familiar force; it’s colder now.
Time to find your place of warmth that says, so sharply
in this less forgiving clime, how blessed you are.
Pressing against an envelope,
some boundary closer than it’s been.
Enter the grocery store, as the sun starts to touch
down through the scrim of tree lace at the horizon:
where else does life exist? Those unborn are waiting to enter, and
those departed are just that, gone.
The only inhabitants now are us, the shoppers,
until we find ourselves suddenly near the door,
pushing our carts toward the beyond, thinking
I thought this errand would take longer,
but here we are outside the Acme.
And it’s over.
On the Brandywine (from why i never got to neptune)
It has to do with being human
that we feel each eddy of the blood,
and not simply the main currents.
Our heart’s design hearkens to the curls and counter-
current even as we summon intention and purpose;
it mulls with leaves in languid pools
even as we pray for moving on.
We are the strong-headed flow to sea,
even as we are multitude curlicue of rage and yearning,
small rills of pride or of regret like water over our hands.
Our currents deflect and vex
and catch the sun in their tiny maelstrom––
Oh, we wish we were all destiny,
our flood embraced within its banks.

BIOGRAPHY - Stewart Hickman
I am a Maryland (USA)-based poet and essayist. Starting my career as a high school English and creative writing teacher, I went on to work for four decades in the fields of human and organizational development and executive coaching in international agricultural research and other global non-governmental organizations, healthcare and charter school systems, and the U.S. Agency for International Development.
My experiences in and regarding the "Majority World," and in organizational systems and dynamics, provide an international and multi-cultural backdrop for my humanistic perspective. I have served as a panelist for the Maryland State Arts Council Individual Artist Award for literary arts. Previous individual work has been published in the Delmarva Review.
READER COMMENTS on
Out and Back
"As a master participant of the human experience and an artist with words, Hickman takes readers along a prose and poetry tour across our inner and outer spaces, inviting us to feel the joys and sorrows we all share in these places."
--Ivan A
"...reflections on the beauty of the ordinary, on the pain of awareness, and on the solace of love. The work tackles aesthetic, philosophical, religious, and social themes with language that is surprising and evocative..."
--Peggy H
"Stewart Hickman's work is both thoughtful and thought-provoking. The pieces encourage reflection and invite the readers to celebrate language and life, to find and express gratitude, and to be present for everyday wonders."
--Mary A
"Out and Back is such a deeply inspiring and thought-provoking collection of poetry...a treasure of deep wisdom and insight that keeps me in the present moment."
--Rajeev
"...a comfort for the soul, inspiration for the mind's eye, and a challenge for the intellect. timely reflection on how the personal and public worlds interweave to shape our momentary, daily, and lifelong realities."
--BJ